♥ Monday, October 30, 2006 ♥
8:56:00 PM
i'm in an ultra foul mood. my brain isnt functionin well now. i cant believe it but the truth is tt i slept at 4am this morning and i've to wake up at 5.45 to go sch. so, i'm feeling super pathetic now and i still had this freaking chinese papers for today. and guess wad? my parents quarrelled today again over me taking chinese. like wad's wrong wif my mum la. it's MY own decision to retake it again.... quarrel wif my dad for wad la. argh. spoilt my morning atmosphere.
my brain was actually functionin well in the morning and to the afternoon. then after attempting my amath tys i really seh already. i started doing stupid stuffs which i dunnoe la. and then i ended up not doing anything la. probably i was pretty stressed up.
then when chinhui and i left sch i started talking how much i'm gg to miss this sch. i dunnoe y lah, but i probably miss most of my grad teachers. definately most my sec 3 and sec 4 teachers. is like the bond is there.. i noe if i say i miss this sch u ppl might think i'm mad (which i think i'm) but i really is gg miss this sch.. not the facilities of cuz, but the precious moments i had in this four years and all the good teachers i've got.. who never gave up on me..
TPSS have really mould me into wad i'm right now. i've some wonderful friends who lead me along my first year. in this sch, i've conquere my fears, learn how to stand and look at people. i've understood tt as long as one work hard, he or she will definately get what he or she wants. teachers may have biasedness due to the class u are in.. but if u work hard and get into a better class, they no longer dispised u.. but instead u became someone tt they trusted. perhaps none of u peeps understand all this.. but, only gg through all this can let u grow stronger and tougher. thus, evelyn have grown stronger throughout this four years.
slowly, i began to stand on my own feet as my wings learn to sore in the azure blue sky. i wiped away all those tears tt rolled down my cheeks each time i fell down. but all my frens, my teachers helped me up and i stood up again, each time stronger than before.
the lil girl who was always sheltered by her mummy wasnt shy anymore. she learnt to talk and to understand others. she learnt leadership and teamwork through her teachers, who have willingly gave her a chance to perform well in the four years. one of her friends taught her many new things and she brought her many joy and laughters. through this friend of hers, she learn how to stand strong and stop whinning over small stuffs. her fears of being betrayed were soon left out. and together wif 2 other friends, she lead a happy life. and they are yutian, sujun and jingting.
quarrels and jealously were part of her life. despite laying her trust on people whom she trusted, she knew her trust had been betrayed. but nevertheless, she still give the person another chance and once again she was betrayed even worse. her friend was in a worse state than wad she is and she gave her all her trust from tt day onwards ans she's none other than chinhui.
i have other gd friends such as esther, simin, jon and junwei and my partners such as le chiben, andrew, hweehuan, cindy, jean, fanye etc
being a traffic light for a long period of time, i guessed it's time for me to retire and stop being tt person's traffic light. i supposed she have got the person who'll b listening to all her stuffs and whereas me, i shall be the person who'll b looking at her at a faraway distance.
